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Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Chapter 2-Written by Trini

Aro’s Point of View


“Aro, you have a phone call,” Gianna said as she came into the throne room.

I walked over to the intercom system that had been installed in the throne room and pressed the speaker button. “Hello, this is Aro speaking,” I stated.

“Aro, this is Alice Cullen. I have a favor to ask of you.” Her voice floated throughout the throne room. Marcus and Caius both looked at me and shrugged. Jane, Alec, Felix, and Demitri all smirked. The Cullens never call here.

“Okay Alice, how may I be of service to you?” I asked the question on everyone’s mind.

“Actually I was wondering if we could visit Volterra? We, well um, we just want to check in with you before we tour? Uh…” She started to stumble on her words and was hesitating, something I knew Alice Cullen was not used to doing. “We are going to be heading off to college in the fall and wanted Bella to get a little overseas travel in before starting.” She is keeping something from me but I am willing to let them come here.

“Yes of course Alice, just make sure when you get to Italy you come to visit us, so we can welcome you in a better fashion this time.”

“Thanks, we will call you as soon as we touch down.” She hung up the phone immediately after saying this.

“Brother, this will be your chance to prove your pet’s place with us,” Caius said as soon as I turned around.

“Caius, don’t doubt her place among us, for she is still a child. Look how long it took Jane and Alec to warm up to us,” Marcus said defending her. He is more of a loving uncle to her then I ever could imagine he would be.

“I will go talk to her and see if she is ready to help us out, brothers.” With that I turned around and walked out the door, leaving them to feud over her place among us.

What a great benefit all of the Cullens’ powers would be to us. Not to mention Bella’s power if they have changed her. If they haven’t, that will be the first thing we will do. Either they can change her or I will make sure she gets changed. This visit is going to change our future.

Alice’s POV

Bella and I were walking across the yard and headed into the forest. God, how was I going to tell her about my vision? I saw when she and Jazz almost kissed and well, if it were two months ago, I would have been furious, but today, today I was so happy. Especially after the vision I had.

“Bella, stop worrying! I’m not at all mad at you!” I knew she thought I would be. She relaxed a little. I stopped, held out my hand and smiled at her, “Shall we??”

“Shall we what?” She looked confused.

“Well I know you don’t care if you sit on the ground, again, but I would rather not get my pants all wet.” She rolled her eyes and laughed, “We’re going up. The branches are much drier than the ground,” I stated as she finally put her hand in mind.

“Lets go, not like I have a choice, right?” she smiled.

“Nope!” I slung her on my back and climbed up the tree. I stopped near some sturdy branches. The weather is perfectly cloudy without the rain.

“Alice, what’s going on? You should be angry with us, but instead you seem like you couldn’t be happier. I don’t understand.”

“Well, Bella, I know you and Edward have been having problems, and well honestly, so have Jasper and I. Not problems, really, rather we have just been growing apart.” She looked down.

“I’m sorry Alice. I know you guys have been trying to help Edward and me. And for what? We’re not going to get married, and now I’ve managed to ruin your relationship too.”

“No Bella! Don’t you see? I am going to tell you everything. Don’t interrupt. Just listen and take everything in, okay?” Bella nodded.

“Bella, I have fallen in love with Edward. And, well, I think he is falling in love with me too. I’m not saying he doesn’t love you, because I know he does. He’ll probably be the one to take the longest to adjust to all the changes. Anyway, about me and Jasper, well, I’ll always love Jasper, but not in that way. Bella, I have never seen this side of him. He is so comfortable and happy when he’s with you. Why would I want to keep him from that? I see how you are with him too. Mmhhmm, I know you love Edward, but Bella you know your heart is pulling you towards someone else. Am I right?” Bella nodded again.

“Bella, if you would have called off the wedding two months ago, you would have been devastated. I probably wouldn’t have been able to stop you from crying. You probably would have jumped off that damn cliff again.” Bella rolled her eyes and smiled. “But now, look at you. You called off your wedding and in the same day almost made out with Jasper.” I raised my eyebrows at her and she smiled and blushed, while looking down.

“Bella, I want to be honest with you, I had a vision today. I saw us in Italy, Volterra to be exact, and it is sometime soon. I have made arrangements and we should be there by the end of the week. While I still don’t see everything clearly, Bella, I know I did see three weddings.” I paused to gauge her reaction. She snapped her head up and looked at me bewildered.

“Whose?!” She was excited and scared all at once. Thank god I’m not an empath. I don’t know how Jasper does it.

“Well, I saw Emmett getting married, but it was very unclear. I saw your wedding and, well, I saw my own. But the exact times are still very fuzzy.” She was speechless, and well that was odd. I just told her she was going to get married and she didn’t say anything. Maybe I should wait to tell her that she would be one of us very, very soon. She is really going to make a great vampire.

“What do you mean, Emmett’s getting married? To whom?” Of course she would wonder that. He has always been her big brother.

“Well that’s the unclear part. I don’t know who yet. I’m hoping once we get there, I’ll be able to figure it out. Come on, the guys are getting restless. Bella, trust me when I say everything is going to be fine, and so is Edward, I promise.” I smiled at her and she rolled her eyes.

“Good, I’m glad he will have someone now. And I couldn’t imagine a more perfect person for him.”

We got down from the tree and began to walk to the house. “Oh, and Bella, I should let you know, Jasper is not as patient as Edward. You won’t be aging for much longer,” I whispered to her as we got to the front lawn. She smiled and gave me a big hug. I just know Jasper is going to be perfect for her.


Edwards POV

Jasper and I just stood there watching our girls walk into the woods.

“You should have told them to fetch my boot while they were out there,” Rosalie sneered as she came down the stairs. She has been more than irritating the past few months.

Bitter much, Jasper thought. He didn’t even acknowledge her any more. You all are a bunch of fools, hopeless, desperate… That was all I got from her as she walked through the kitchen and into the garage. Emmett just sat at the top of the stairs with his head in his hands.

Sorry guys, was all Emmett thought over and over.

“Don’t apologize for her actions. It’s not your fault, Em,” Jasper said, sensing his remorse no doubt.

“Hey maybe later the three of us can go hunting, get out for a while, what do you say?” I offered. Jasper and I just stared at him, and he nodded. Thanks guys, was all he thought. He sighed and got up and headed down the stairs.

“Where are the girls going?” Emmett said and motioned at the retreating Alice and Bella.

“To talk. So, are you going to tell us what is going on?” Jasper turned and looked at me. Come on Edward just spit it out.

To talk? What happened? Emmett was worried.

“It’s nothing, well, nothing bad anyway. It seems as though we are going on a little road trip.” I was trying not to think of what happened earlier with Bella or the talk I had with Alice. Things are changing so quickly it’s hard to get perspective. “Alice saw us in Volterra by week’s end. We’re not sure why yet. I guess we can start to get ready to go. She already called and spoke to Aro, to inform him we will be there soon.”

“Oh, okay,” they both said in unison. Jasper turned to stare into the woods again. He was thinking about Bella and the kiss they almost shared, I saw how he teased her at the end. I was sad that we broke the wedding off, but I knew Bella was unhappy and, well, it didn’t feel right to me either. I saw how she looked at Jasper and I could hear how he felt about her. They both got along so well together, who would have thought, I laughed to myself.

Emmett looked confused as he sat on the couch. What’s up? You okay? I kind of over heard what happened, between Rose’s rants, want to talk about it?, he asked. Is Jazz okay? I just shrugged. There was so much to say, so much has changed in just a few minutes.

“Will someone please tell me what’s going on? You guys are making me go even crazier!” Emmett was on his feet staring at us. Jasper didn’t move. Ugh, I thought, here goes nothing…

“Bella called off the wedding, and then almost made out with Jasper. Alice saw all of us have weddings in Italy. I’m in love with both Bella and Alice it seems, and Alice loves me too. Jasper is falling for Bella, and in return she is falling for him. Carlisle is getting a divorce next week, but Alice says he’s going to be fine. She blocked some things out there, but apparently there will be lots of fun in his future. He will be joining us next week in Volterra. Oh, and Bella will be a vampire within a month’s time, if not sooner.” I glared at Jasper at the end of my outburst. I didn’t want them to interrupt me, so I just laid it all out there.

Nothing, no thoughts, no feelings. I even saw Carlisle just standing at the top of the stairs just staring at me like I was a leper. After a few minutes Emmett finally spoke up.

“Oh, thanks for clearing that up.” Emmett sat back on the bottom of the stairs. “So, who is marrying whom?”

“Well, it seems you will be getting married first although Alice couldn’t see to whom. And Jasper here will be marring our lovely Bella. As for me, I will marry Alice.”

Carlisle joined Emmett on the steps and Jasper and I were leaning on the back of the couch. I saw a brief picture of Alice on our wedding day and it made me smile. I was looking forward to being with Alice, even though I have known her for years. Now thinking of her in an intimate way was exciting and different. I saw Bella in Jasper’s thoughts, and I couldn’t help the envy I felt. Just this morning we were planning a wedding. I saw them happy and saw Alice and me happy. Everything was just happening so quickly.

“Everything is going to be great Edward, trust me,” she softly stroked my cheek, “Look for yourself, Jasper is going to take good care of Bella, and I will be here for you. I know this is going to take time for you to adjust to, but trust your feelings. Just let things happen. You can‘t control everything.” I kissed her hand and smiled. She was right. Everything was going to be great. “I would like to talk to Bella first if that’s ok,” she said softly,

“Of course. I think she will appreciate that.” She smiled and jumped up.

“Let’s go tell everyone!” I smiled and she placed her hand in mine as we headed back to the house.

Everyone was still quiet and lost in thought when I heard Rosalie coming in.

Oh gag me, she thought and let out a big sigh. She was getting ready to pass Emmett and Carlisle on the stairs.

“Pack your shit, we’re going to Italy in a few days,” that was all Emmett said to her. She paused, and then kept walking past them. Maybe she’ll get laid and leave me alone. I had to laugh at that thought. All of a sudden Jasper was at the window. I joined him just as Bella and Alice came out of the woods. Alice whispered something to Bella that caused her to blush and give her a big hug. Emmett and Carlisle joined us as we watched them walk back up.

“Well, things sure are going to be different. Good, but different. Be good and take care of them in Italy. Don‘t let Aro get our girls.” We heard slamming upstairs, “Well most of them any way. Good luck Emmett. You’ll find your happiness. I know it.” And with that Carlisle retreated to his study.

Alice and Bella were walking up the porch when they stopped suddenly and looked at the three of us watching them.

“That’s a little creepy, right,” Bella whispered to Alice, though we could all still hear.

“Yeah, just a bit,” Alice looked at us confused. What’s wrong, what happened, did everything go okay?

I just smiled and she smiled back at me. Emmett was between them with his armed wrapped around their shoulders in no time. “So, we’re going on vaca! You guys excited?” Emmett could never stay down for long. He had always had a great vibe to him, I hope whoever he is going to marry does too.

“Yeah, I need to go make reservations! Bella, I’ll pack for you. Don’t worry, I know what you like.” She glanced at Jasper. Bella looked at Jasper and blushed, as he smiled at her too. “Come on Em, help me get the luggage from the attic.” They disappeared upstairs.

Bella stood in between Jasper and me. If there was ever a time I wished to hear her thoughts, it would be now. She looked at me and then to Jasper, and then back to me again, and then looked to the floor as she blushed. I looked at Jasper, confused.

He just chuckled, she’s, umm, turned on right now. Oh, I rolled my eyes and smiled. Aye, Bella. She walked to the couch. Jasper followed her and I just turned to look out the window.

“Hey, you okay,” he asked, suppressing his laugh.

She sighed, “Yeah, I’m fine.” She was still embarrassed. She looked up at him, “I’m going to go talk to Alice for a few, and I’ll leave you two alone to talk. See you in a while?”

“Yeah, I’ll come find you in bit.” She smiled at him. He began to walk up the stairs, and paused, Please be nice, and don’t make her cry.

“I won’t,” I said so only he would hear me. And he was gone.

“Bella,” I didn’t know how to talk to her. She just looked at me with her big brown eyes. I walked to the piano and sat down. “Come sit down, love.” She did as I started to play.

“Edward, are you okay with all this?”

“Yes, I am. While I am still getting used to it all, in time everything will be as it should. Jasper is a good man. He‘ll take good care of you. I know he will. Are you okay with everything?”

“Yeah, I mean, it’ll take getting used to seeing you and Alice together, but I think we’re going to be just fine.” She smiled and with that I remembered everything good I loved about her. Now, I love her like a friend. Bella and I will be great friends, and she was going to make my brother a very happy man.

“Likewise, watching you kiss my brother is going to be interesting, isn’t it?” We both laughed and nothing felt awkward. She turned and gave me a big hug and I hugged her back. “Go, go find Jasper.”

“Thanks Edward, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart.” She kissed my cheek and ran up the stairs. I heard Alice and Jasper talking. Their conversation went the same as ours. I went to find Alice; Jasper was on his way to his study, where I heard Bella waiting for him.

You better take care of her. Just because we are only friends now doesn’t mean I won’t kill you if you hurt her, he smiled.

I nodded. “Likewise,” was all that needed to be said.

Now I guess we are off to Volterra. This should be interesting.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Chapter 1-


Bella’s POV

I was sitting on Edward’s bed trying to kiss him. He gently pushed me back. “Not now Bella, we have to talk about the wedding.” What the hell!!! That’s all he ever wants to do now, is talk about the wedding…

“Seriously, Edward? What else is there left to talk about?” I felt my voice rising. I was getting so irritated with all this nonsense. “Alice has already planned everything, what do you want to discuss?” I was trying to get this conversation over with so I could resume kissing my fiancé. I had heard all of this before.

“Well, umm…,” he was stalling and I was getting pissed. Everyday he was growing more distant, always pushing me away, or leaving me alone. Well not alone. I had been spending more time with Jasper than anyone.

“If you don’t want me just tell me you don’t want me Edward and stop making excuses already! We’re getting married! Who cares what colors the flowers are? As long as at the end of the day I am your wife and you are my husband, who cares if ribbons are satin or silk!”

“Bella, I can’t believe you don’t care about our wedding. The only reason you want all this is so you will get to become a vampire isn’t it? Do you even really want to marry me?” WHAT?! Is he serious? Does he really believe that?

“WHAT?! How can you even ask me that? Is that really what you think?! You know what Edward, forget it! I don’t want to marry you. If you think that’s really why I want to marry you then maybe we shouldn’t go through with this.” I was surprised at how calm I was after I said that. I held my engagement ring between my fingers and slowly slid it off. He looked hurt for a second or two.

“Bella don’t be ridiculous!” That’s it. I’m tired of his condescending crap. He walked towards me so he could try and give me a hug, but I was already too upset for that. I’m done with his games. I pulled away and he tried again. Now I was furious. I shoved him back, with no success, and he just looked at me. When he finally let go of me, I began to storm out of the room, “Bella wait, I’m sorry…”

“NO. No more Edward. I see this is never going to work. We are supposed to be getting married in two weeks and all we do is argue. You seem more like a friend than my fiancé. I know you agree because you are trying not to argue with me. We can’t do this anymore.” I didn’t want to turn and look at him. I was barely holding together and if I looked at him I would fall apart, I just knew it. “Here Edward,” I turned to talk to him and he was right behind me. I looked him straight in the eyes and placed the ring in his palm. “It’s just not going to work.” I placed my hand on his cheek. He grabbed my wrist and held my hand to his face. He closed his eyes and took a deep unneeded breath.

“Bella, I don’t…,” He began, but I couldn’t let him start or I knew I would just be doing the same thing in a week.

“It’s okay, Edward, this is what we both want. Don’t make it harder than it has to be on either of us.” I felt my tears begin to blur my vision. I pulled my hand away from his face and ran out of the room.

God I hope I don’t trip on the stairs, I thought to myself as I ran past everyone. I noticed Jasper get up to stop me, but he ended up just letting me pass. I knew he would let me go and stop anyone who tried to follow me. I ran to the end of the yard and stopped. I sank to wet ground, and tried to regain my composure. What just happened? I can’t believe I just told Edward I didn’t want to marry him. I knew I should be more upset but all I felt was defeat. He got his way, we would never have sex, and I wouldn’t be changed. I knew I only had a few more moments to myself before Jasper would come out. I sat on the ground and wrapped my arms around my knees. I took a deep breath and realized that I wasn’t surprised that all this happened. I never felt good enough for Edward, and I definitely knew I didn’t fit in with the Cullens. Well it was better that I called it off, instead of Edward. I can try to keep a little of my dignity. I heard footsteps, but I could tell it wasn’t Jasper or Edward.

I turned and saw Carlisle walking toward me. I wasn’t expecting him, but it made sense. He would have heard what happened.

“Bella,” he said. I looked at him and wanted to cry.

“Carlisle, I…”

“Don’t dear, unfortunately I heard what happened and before Jasper comes out here, I want to talk to you.” He knew us all too well. He knew Jasper would be here to comfort me and rushed to beat him to the punch. I smiled at the thought of Jasper. And I knew Carlisle noticed too.

Carlisle’s P.O.V

I found Bella sitting in the garden. I knew I had to hurry because Jasper would be joining her soon. I could hear Alice, Edward and Jasper arguing, and when Jasper saw me talking to Bella, he nodded signaling he would wait until I was done talking.

I didn’t know what was happening to my family. We weren’t growing apart. We were just gravitating towards others’ mates rather than our own. Alice and Edward got much closer, while Bella and Jasper were quickly growing fond of each other. For Emmett and Rosalie, to say they were not doing so well would be the understatement of the century and we should know. Their fighting had increased and they hadn’t been intimate with each other in almost three months now. I knew there was something very wrong with them. And Esme, well all I can say about that is she’s not around much. She’s always looking for work or going to look at new places. I felt the rift in our relationship, but I wasn’t really concerned with that. I knew as long as my children were here with me and happy, no matter who they were with, I would be okay.

“Bella don’t cry, no matter what, you will always be part of this family. Just because you are not going to marry Edward doesn‘t mean anything. You will be a part of this family forever. I know you will.” I put my arm around her shoulder and pulled her into my chest and let her sob. For a human she really did smell good. I hadn’t felt another’s touch in a long time. It was nice to feel like I could at least comfort her in some way. I heard Edward and Alice leave through the front yard.

“Great!” she exclaimed. “I’ll be a sad, lonely, virgin vampire just like Edward!” and she sobbed more. I tried not to burst out laughing when she said that because it was kind of funny. I heard Jasper chuckle at her outburst. I looked and saw him standing on the patio and nodded to him.

“Somehow Bella I hardly think you will ever be lonely,” I smiled and glanced over her head. She looked over her shoulder and saw Jasper too.

She smiled and looked back at me. “If it were only that simple,” she whispered.

I grabbed her chin in my hand and looked her straight in her eyes “Bella things can be a lot more simple than you think. Don’t fight it. Being happy is all that matters, even if it isn’t with Edward.” I smiled, “Enjoy your chat with Jasper.” I walked away. I hope she realizes she’s stuck with us. Forever.


Bella‘s P.O.V.

Carlisle disappeared around the house, and Jasper was all of a sudden sitting next to me. I was relieved to feel him there. I didn’t want to be alone, and Jasper was great company. We had begun to spend a lot of time together recently. I never really noticed how handsome Jasper was, until recently after one of the many fights Edward and I had been having. He caught me one time when I had tripped on the stairs and had held me so gently. When I looked into his eyes, I realized he was absolutely gorgeous, and not just because he was a vampire.

“You don’t have to come babysit me Jasper. I know they sent you to check on me.” I knew he would check on me anyway. He was becoming a really great friend, and I was beginning to feel an attraction towards him that was more than friendly.

“Do you think I just do whatever they say? I came out because I was worried about you. I just wanted to see how you were doing.” I knew he did. I just liked to hear him say it. I knew he knew how I was feeling.

“Like you don’t already know,” I smiled. He had a way of making me feel better without even trying. “You probably know better than I do,” I joked with him.

“Yes, I do,” he said matter of factly. I smiled and rolled my eyes while nudging him slightly on the shoulder. “But that doesn’t mean I still can’t come out here and try to help.” He was always sweet, and he let me feel what I needed to feel. He could make me feel happy and content if he wanted, but he didn’t manipulate me like that and I really liked that about him.

He seemed deep in thought, and I wondered what he was thinking about. I sat there, just staring at him for some time. Wow he really is sexy. He was sitting like me with his arms wrapped around his knees, just staring into the forest. He was wearing a black t-shirt that clung to his perfect body in all the right places, with dark blue jeans with his boots. I always thought he looked better in his casual clothes. “Thanks Jasper, for being here with me. Just sitting with you makes me feel better.” I wasn’t going to distract him, and the words came out before I realized it.

“I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.” As he said that he looked straight into my eyes. Oh My God, his stare is so intense. It took my breath away. I felt my heart skip a few beats, and it took every ounce of self control I had to not jump up and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.


Jasper’s POV

Oh no, here comes Bella again. I braced myself for the anger and angst. Wait, did she just call off the wedding? What did he do to her?

She stormed down the stairs and out the back door into the garden. Man that girl has some strong emotions. When she’s around I either wanted to hug everyone or rip their heads off, or… I smiled to myself as I watched her run her hand through her thick hair, breathing deeply, her chest slowly rising. Sometimes I really wondered what it would be like to hold her closely and … I shook that thought out of my head. I wonder why Edward just won’t change her or at least try to satisfy her in some way. When that girl gets turned on, it’s like being next to Emmett. It’s hard to stay in the same room with her for long periods of time.

Alice walked in to the room and gave me that Go calm Bella down before she hurts herself look, I rolled my eyes. Why do they always want me to go after her? Just leave her alone for a little while, one of these times I’m going to end up just attacking her, and I don’t mean in an I’m a thirsty vampire way.
“Stop that!” Edward yelled at me.

“What, it’s your fault I’m always chasing her and calming her down.” What is it Edward, can’t handle a human girl?

“You have no idea what it’s like. Mind your own business.” I stopped listening to him. It was always the same story. "She’s too fragile, I could kill her”. But lately, it just seems like he doesn’t want her. I wonder if he’s just tired of trying to not kill her. One of these days I think I’ll just change her myself. He’d be pissed off at me, but he’d get over it as soon as he was able to get some. I expected him to yell or throw something at me for even thinking that. I turned to see what distracted him and noticed he was focused on Alice.

“What was that?” he asked confused. He was relieved and, was that desire, from what he saw in Alice’s vision?? Maybe my thinking about making Bella a vampire triggered something. I turned to go to see how Bella was doing when Alice exclaimed, “Oh my!” She turned and looked Edward in the eye for a moment and they both felt confused and lustful. Whatever, I don’t have time for their mind games.

“Let’s go, we need to talk, now!” Alice told Edward quickly and quietly, and they disappeared through the kitchen and out the front door. Hmm, wonder what that was all about.

I stood on the patio and saw Carlisle still sitting with Bella. She was crying, I hadn’t heard what they were previously talking about when she suddenly exclaimed “Great! I’ll be a sad, lonely, virgin vampire just like Edward!” I had to laugh at that and I sensed Carlisle restraining his laughter. He noticed me standing there and nodded to acknowledge me.

Quietly he spoke to her, even though he knew I would still hear. “Somehow Bella I hardly think you will ever be lonely.” He smiled and glance at me. I looked at him questioningly.

Bella glanced at me and blushed. “If it were only that simple,” she whispered to him.

He spoke to her again but I was lost in my own thought that I didn’t hear him. Bella and I being together, that thought made me smile. “…even if it isn’t with Edward.” I felt his amusement as he smugly said, “Enjoy your chat with Jasper.” He disappeared inside before I could read any more of his emotions.

I began to walk slowly to the end of the garden where Bella sat with arms around her legs and her head resting on her knees. She looked so pretty just sitting there. What was wrong with Edward, how could he not want her? I hated walking at a human’s pace so I just flitted to her side and sat down. She didn’t even flinch at my sudden appearance. She was stronger than Edward gave her credit for.

“You don’t have to come babysit me Jasper. I know they sent you to check on me.” Ugh, she was so sad and hurt, she felt defeated. I hated when she felt like that! It makes me want to rip off one of Edward’s arms and beat him with it.

“Do you think I just do whatever they say? I came out because I was worried about you. I just wanted to see how you were doing.”

“Like you don’t know,” she half smiled. It was a start. “You probably know better than I do.”

“Yes, I do,” I said smugly and she smiled a little more,“ but that doesn’t mean I still can’t come out here and try to help.”

These fights between Bella and my brother where getting more intense and more frequent. Needless to say we’d been spending more time together. Bella was different than I had thought. She was smart, sweet, and actually pretty funny, and not just in a clumsy human way, the way Emmett thought she was funny. We got along really well together. I felt more like myself when I was around her and think she felt more comfortable with me too. She was always so quiet and calm when she was with Edward and even Alice for that matter. But when we would sit here and talk for hours after these, whatever they were, she felt happy and content. It was nice to talk to someone. Alice and I have been kind of distant lately. I don’t really understand why. Maybe we’re just growing apart? It’s weird how we’d each been so connected to Bella and Edward lately. I was always calming Bella down and Alice was always reassuring Edward that everything was going to be fine. I shrugged it off. What’s the worst that can happen, we separate?

“Thanks Jasper, for being here with me. Just sitting with you makes me feel better.” She brought me out of my thoughts.

“I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else,” I turned to look at her and she was staring straight into my eyes. I stared back, unable to move. I could hear her heart begin to beat faster, and she stopped breathing. I was lost in her eyes when a small breeze blew her hair around her face. I slowly reached for a few strands of hair and brushed them behind her ear. I wasn’t prepared for Bella’s reaction to that. The desire she felt on top of my own desire almost had me pinning her to the ground and kissing her deeply. I had my hand in her hair and pulled her to me slowly. I could feel her breath on my lips, and she closed her eyes. I traced her bottom lip with my thumb, I wanted to kiss her so badly, but not like this, not when she just called off her engagement to my brother. Not while I was still married to Alice. I pulled her close and kissed the top of her head. She exhaled deeply and I felt her disappointment. I leaned down and rest my head to hers. She still kept her eyes closed.

“Not like this Bella. I need talk to Alice first. Do things correctly. You just ended your engagement. Let’s…”

We heard a loud crash coming from the house. We both turned and expected Edward to come running out, but instead we saw a high heeled boot crash through the upstairs window and go flying into the woods.

“Rosalie.” We said in unison. Poor Emmett.

I got up and held my hand out to help Bella get up. She stood up and began to walk to the house, I was right behind her. She did have a fantastic walk. She suddenly stopped and turned to look at me. We were only few inches apart. She grabbed the front of my shirt, I think to pull me to her, but instead just left her fist resting on my stomach, looking down.

“If you’re not going to kiss me, you can’t be projecting want and desire on me. I don’t have that much self control,” she sighed and I felt her blush. I smiled. I could feel her need, and it was making this harder than ever.

“I’m sorry. I will behave,” I pulled her chin up to look at her straight in the eyes. This wasn’t going to help, but I wanted to have a little fun. I leaned down and brushed my lips across the side of her neck and grazed her ear lightly with my nose, “for now.” I smiled smugly and released her. I began to walk away slowly. I felt her lust and astonishment. I stopped to compose myself and turned to her like nothing had happened. I raised my eyebrows, “Coming Bella?”

She muttered something, and it almost sounded like she said “not yet”. Ahh, I smiled. My poor sexually frustrated Bella. Soon, I thought to myself, very soon.

I heard Alice and Edward walking through the front door. Bella and I were sitting on opposite couches just staring at each other.

“Have fun you two?” I asked, not looking away from Bella. She finally looked down and began blushing.

“Not as much fun as you, apparently,” Alice chirped. “This is going to be so much easier than we thought.” I was suddenly confused. “Don’t worry Jazz, we’ll talk in a minute,” she smiled at me. “Bella can we go for a walk? I would like to talk to you.”

What’s going on? I asked Edward and he smiled.

“Carlisle is right. Things are a lot simpler than they seem.” He smiled at Bella.

“Ummm, okay. Sure Alice, let’s go.” She was hesitant, and looked back to me. I smiled and nodded. They walked out the back door and disappeared in the woods.


Prologue-

Carlisle’s P.O.V.

I sat in my study, enjoying the peace and quiet throughout the house. It is rare to have these moments anymore. Since the battle with the newborns and Victoria’s death I felt a strange shift in my family. Things have changed so much, and yet I don’t think they realize it. I remember coming home that night after Edward killed Victoria. That was the night that changed the course of all our lives.

We met Edward and Bella back at the house. When they came in, Edward excused himself and asked Bella if she could wait down stairs for him to come back, that he needed a few minutes to himself. Jasper said Edward was disgusted with himself for allowing Bella to see him like that. Bella stood there and watched Edward retreat up the stairs at a slow human pace with his head down. Bella sighed and sat on the couch. Emmett and Rosalie retreated upstairs, but they didn’t seem to be talking. Esme said she would be in her office and disappeared upstairs as well. Alice and Jasper were debating over what to do. I heard Alice tell Jasper to just comfort her if she needed it and that she was going to see what was wrong with Edward. Jasper nodded and went to sit next to Bella.

She looked up at him with her big eyes full of tears she was trying not shed. In one quick move Jasper had her on his lap and she was sobbing into his chest. That was a sight to see. Bella and Jasper never had much of a relationship, aside from the usual greetings. He held her gently and ran his fingers through her hair and just let her cry. He didn’t try to manipulate her feelings, he just let her be. I nodded to him silently as to not disturb Bella and made my way to my study. I saw Alice sitting on Edward’s bed and he was sitting on the floor with his head leaned against her lap, while she too ran her fingers through his hair, allowing him to wallow.

That was the first night of a routine that would continue until today. Edward and Bella began to fight much more and about everything from the wedding to Bella becoming a vampire to what Bella was eating or wearing. It was that just a few months prior they were both so happy in love. I watched day after day as Bella and Jasper’s friendship began to blossom. I had never seen Jasper so carefree and happy. I don’t ever think I saw Jasper more than just smile when something was funny. Now he was laughing and joking with Bella, It’s also hard to believe that a year ago he was lunging for throat and now he was sitting with her, holding her, joking with her, going on runs with her on his back. Even Bella was different around Jasper. Actually, I think she was more herself when she was around him.

Edward. Ahh Edward. I knew he loved Bella. She brought him to life. But fighting with her constantly and resisting her advances was taking a toll on him. He and Alice had always been close, but lately they were different together. I saw them laughing and joking together. I saw how they would gravitate toward each other without even noticing it themselves. They complemented each other rather nicely. They lived together for over 80 years and never once did I notice that their relationship ran so deep.

Rosalie became more hostile after Victoria’s death, not towards Bella, but towards Emmett. I didn’t understand what was going on with her. They had always been so in love and after 4 days of no intimacy between them, we all started to get worried. Emmett became more detached and quiet. One day we had gone to Port Angeles for a day get away.

Rosalie and Emmett declined the invitation and decided to stay home. We thought maybe they just wanted to be alone and were going to start working things out. On our way home Alice screamed for us to hurry up that Rose had attacked Emmett. We were only five minutes away, I accelerated and we were there in minutes. In the front yard Emmett had Rosalie pinned on the ground, holding her arms behind her back as she let out a sting of profanities. We ran to go separate them when Edward told us to stop.

“Are you done?!” Emmett yelled to Rosalie. She struggled under his weight. “This shit needs to stop Rose. What the hell is wrong with you?” he continued. Bella walked towards Emmett and both Jasper and Edward tried to stop her.

“Please let me go,” she calmly and sternly asked both of them.

“Let her,“ Alice said quietly, and they released her.

She slowly walked towards Emmett. She placed her hand his arm. “Emmett? Emmett, c’mon. Let her go.” He turned to glare at her, his eyes black with rage, but she stood her ground. “Please Emmett, you don’t want to hurt her.” Emmett was Bella’s big brother in every sense of the word. She hated to see him in pain and wouldn’t want him to do anything he would regret later. She stared at him, her eyes pleading with him. I ran to their side, to help Rosalie, so she wouldn’t try to attack him again. Emmett’s eyes softened and he released Rose’s arms and stood up slowly. Bella slow pushed him back and into the house. The big window was shattered. When they got inside Emmett fell to his knees. Jasper told the others to just give him a moment, that he was sad, hurt and confused. We saw Bella lean down and held Emmett. Rosalie sat up and sobbed into my chest. The others disappeared into the forest giving them space. As I sat there holding Rosalie. I realized I might lose one of children.

After that day Rosalie and Emmett rarely spoke to each other, and when they did, there where usually major repairs to be done to the house afterwards. They filled for divorce after three months. They both stayed in the house, but it was awkward. They didn’t speak to anyone, not wanting to make anyone choose sides. Bella was the only one to talk to both of them regularly, without judgment or favoring one over the other.

Esme, my love, she began to drown herself in work, constantly leaving town and staying gone for weeks at a time. We rarely spoke, and her calls stopped coming at all. She stopped asking about our children and I knew what was coming. I was waiting for the day when Jenks called to tell me that I had divorce papers to go sign. I knew one of these trips she would just not come home.

Now three weeks before Edward and Bella’s wedding, I sit here wondering if they’ll make it.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

April Showers are coming soon...along with our story....

Please check back April 1st for our story....Here are a few outfits to hold you over until Thursday.








Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Happy St. Patrick's Day A Little Early

Here are a few outfits to tie you over until the story comes out from our characters.  Please enjoy.